| When did it all start,
the cat thing, the lion thing, the time when everything involved
Cat or Leo?
With Jamie, it seemed to be the day we went to the
Wildlife Park. I'd had it ages before, but that was different. I
chose it. I wanted it. With Jamie, it chose him. And that had to
be my fault, because I'm the one who brought it into the house with
my Book and my posters and the things I collect, so maybe it started
before we saw the lions. Maybe it took us a long time to notice.
EXTRACT
It's December, the time between Christmas and New Year. Josh and his younger brother Jamie are visiting a wildlife park with their Dad and his girlfriend, Kim.
...The lion broke away from his circuit and stood with his head
high, taking in smells and sounds from across the park. Dad passed
me his binoculars, and as I focused, the lion turned his heavy head
and looked straight at me with his amber eyes. A shock fizzled through
me. I couldn't look away from those stern, solemn lion eyes - I
was held there, staring and staring back at him. For that second,
there was nothing between me and him - no binoculars, no glass panel,
no fence. I felt sure he knew me, knew what I was thinking.
Then he turned away.
"Here, Dad." I handed back the binoculars, and he offered them
to Kim. Jamie had slunk round behind Dad.
Kim laughed. "It's all right, Jame. He can't get you."
We stood looking a bit longer. Kim took a couple of photographs
with the camera Dad had given her for Christmas. My fingers were
going numb, and Jamie was stamping his feet to keep warm.
"I don't like seeing lions in cages," Dad said.
"Hey!" Kim jabbed his arm. "It was your idea to come!"
"Yeah, I know," said Dad. "But lions - it doesn't seem right."
"Oh, they look quite happy to me." Kim was looking at the leaflet
with the map of the park. "It's what they're used to."
I wasn't sure. I'd wanted to come here, to see the lions and leopards
in particular, but now I saw what Dad meant. It didn't seem right
for them to be penned up for people to stare at. Suddenly I felt
ashamed of staring through binoculars. There was something about
that lion that couldn't be penned up in a cage. Something fierce
and free.
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